I’ve always worked on my own. I was raised to be a strong and independent girl. But I’ve reached a certain point that I’m losing my strength. One thing that ticks me off is frustration. I hate being frustrated. I feel like I’m a useless or irrelevant person. Gosh. 🙁
I know I’m just starting out, but I’m losing my strength. This is what I want to do, but it frustrates me. Oh dear. Sometimes, I’ll hate myself for doing a stupid mistake. How can I let that slip off? And sometimes, I feel weak. Yes. I am literally out of strength. I m physically, mentally, and emotionally out of strength. All I am hoping is a miracle. I hope things will go on my way. I hope things will be favorable to me, again. I hope I’ll have more strength.
I’m doing this battle for the ones I love. I know I’m not fighting alone. But I have to do this my way. My OWN way.
P.S. Sorry for the super emotional post. I just have to vent out. 🙂