This post is not about my lovelife. Because, I don’t have one! Haha!
Anyway, since I’m on Christmas vacation, I’m using my time to sleep and bum around our house. Part of “bumming around the house” is spending time in social networks like Facebook and Twitter. I can’t resist not to look at my high school and/or elementary/grade school batchmates’ profiles. Man, they’re all accomplished, well, most of them. 🙂 Some of them are living and working outside the country. Some of them have their own family already. Some of them are planning to buy a house. Some of them parties the night away every after payday. Oh dear. While I’m here, stuck in grad school, stressed, overwhelmed, rummaging through my backlogs, still dependent to my parents. Haha. I don’t hate my decision of being in grad school. This is what I want. But who could blame me for feeling this way? Envious, perhaps? I guess not. Maybe I’m just yearning for a life full of bliss, since I’ve been living a stressful life. Haha. I can’t help but to wish that I am on their shoes. I’m the one who’ll be working outside the country, I’ll be the one who’ll be planning and saving up for a new house, I’ll be the one who’ll be partying the night away after payday. Even the idea of having a payday excites me! Haha. They’re all young professionals, while I’m still a student (in grad school). They’re all helping their folks, while I’m still a dependent. I can’t help but to compare my situation to their current life. But hey, who could blame me? 🙂
My time will come, I know that for sure. I’m just yearning for material satisfaction. Since I don’t have the resources to enjoy my youth, maybe I can enjoy it some other time. It may not be now, but my time will come. I know it will come. I’ll wait. I’ll wait patiently. While waiting, it’s time for me to get that motha-focking degree. Haha.
For the meantime, all I have to do is to “Keep Calm and Graduate…..”
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