Gone are the days that I treat my blog as my best friend. To the point that I post blog entries that are relevant to my current mood.
Also, gone are the days that I actually blog about my feelings. Maybe because I am scared that the people who will read my blog entries will find me too vulnerable, too weak. As far as I can remember, I write about whatever my heart says.
I find it a little funny whenever I feel like I am on the peak of my life, and then my life will get f*cked up within 0.000002 seconds.
So here’s my story..
Today, I studied (very hard) for this one major subject that I have. I tried memorizing and analyzing every specific detail that I need to know. I was 100% prepared for today’s lessons. But we I got (cold-)called for our usual recitations, I was not able to say the best answer that I can possibly give. Heck, I even stuttered while I was reciting. I did not expect that from myself, not today.
I don’t want to sound as if I am whining, but how can I let myself down?! It frustrates me when I don’t study that well. What makes me even more frustrated is the fact that I was not able to give the perfect answer even if I know, deep down, that I studied very hard today. It sucks, right?
So, here I am in my room, trying to convince myself that everything will get better, even my grades. Haha. I think I need to go now, I need to study even more, knowing the fact that I sucked at school today.
So, how about you? What frustrates you the most?
Pain is inevitable. Whatever field or career you choose, you’ll still feel pain, not unless you’re numb, or you’re a mutant. Haha. Kidding aside, I know most of us felt pain at some point, be it physical, emotional, mental, etc. Sad thing is, we have to feel pain over and over again so that we can learn from it. Learning without sacrifice is not learning at all. At some point, you have to sacrifice a small portion of your self so that you can learn. You have to exert an effort to equip your self with the knowledge that you have to know, and you have to be smart so you can survive this enormous jungle we usually call as “life”.
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HELLO VACATION! 🙂 Yay!
Academic year 2012-2013 just ended, and that means SUMMER IS HERE! 🙂 But then, the summer heat is sucking away all the energy in me. Haha.
Anyhow, I was (again) MIA for 5 months because of school. I need to focus more on a lot of academic stuff. So, yeah. Haha.
So, what am I up to this summer? I am planning to use most of my time to read novels and watch movies. Haha. And, probably, I will try to catch up with some of my friends outside Grad School. On a more serious note, I am thinking of taking summer classes, but then, that would ruin the whole idea of “vacation”, right? Haha. I still have one week to think about it. Haha. 🙂
In case you miss me (or not), you can catch me regularly tweeting on my Twitter account (@jen_speaks) 🙂 In case you’ll follow me on Twitter, please forgive my usual word vomit or emotional diarrhea, in case you’ll read some of my rants in Twitter. Haha. 🙂
Oh, gotta go now, I have some novels to read and some smoothies to drink! Happy Summer everyone! 🙂